10/23/2013

Breakfast today consisted of 1/2 C Nut Cluster Crunch 110 calories, 1/2 C unsweet Almond Milk 15 calories, and 1 c coffee with 1 Tbsp SF Pumpkin creamer 15 calories and 4 Splenda

I didn't get pictures of everything but it's alright.

For lunch, I messed up a little bit.

I had half of a hotdog (which I have NOT eaten one in a year or so) 250 calories, 1/2 diet coke, 2 servings of SF Reeses 360 calories.

Let me tell you, I am feeling the pain from eating this shit.

My stomach feels bloated and I feel like I have gas trapped in my throat.

It hasn't gone away all night.

Dinner I had an apple 80 calories, 1/2 of a protein bar 145 calories, 1 protein shake 160 calories, and 1 C Almond Milk 30 calories.

Had a snack at work of two 90 calorie lemon bars...180 calories

Why I did this to myself I have no idea. I'm still at a decent calorie limit but I could have chose things that were better for me. 

Daily calorie intake, 1,345.

Re-starting?

While I'm not happy to say I strayed from my "diet" quite a bit I am happy to say in

that time I only gained about 4 lbs. I would be happier if I hadn't gained any...

But that's what happens when you stop doing what you're supposed to right?

I started a job so I'm not just sitting on my butt all the time at home anymore.

It's been hectic working out a decent eating schedule since I go into work at 5:30pm which means I leave the house around 4:30. But I've got to get this figured out because I'm still not happy with my weigh.

I am coming back to blogging and posting pictures of my daily food intake to help get me back to where I was.

I am glad to say though that I'm still about to walk around and play with the kids without getting out of breath like I used to. I fit into a sz 18 jeans now instead of a 28. I can wear an XL shirt instead of a 3X-4X.

I lost over 80 lbs and I know I can lose this last 80 that I want to.

I am back 100% to being determined to do this.

I wish some of the bloggers I was following before were still around but it looks like I'll have to find some new people to help me out with being motivated! 

Clothes? Yuuup

So I've been trying things on lately at different stores...

And it's official I can fit into a sz 18.

Not too long ago here I was in a 28.

It's pretty exciting for me.

This would be me as of today. =)

Over half way.

I know it's been far too long since I've updated.

I'm still here though and I'm still losing weight.

Maybe not as fast as I wish but I'm still doing pretty damn awesome and have come so far!

I've lost 81.4 lbs now in the last 5 months. 

I have 80 lbs to go til I reach my goal of 160.

Which makes me believe I could really pull off losing a lil over 160 lbs in a year.

Pic update

Lil Update

It's been awhile since I've updated but life has been busy lately and I don't feel much like being online anymore.

Started dating my best friend of 5 years. So we've been doing a lot with the kiddos lately.

I started a job yesterday and am now working nights.

I've now lost 73.8 lbs.

Lost 8.8 this past week.

Things are going GREAT.

I'm proud of myself for how far I've come in the past 4 months.

I never really thought I could lose weight but to lose this much already is just amazing. And I am HAPPY.

Weigh In

I am down 3.4 lbs this week.

Putting me at a total of 62 lbs lost in 14 weeks.

I am now at 259.4lbs While it's not a great number hell it's so much better than 321.4 lbs

I've gotten some comment from family lately that really just irritate the hell out of me..

I get congrats on the loss so far then I get the whole "I bet it's hard to keep on track" "don't give into any food temptations" You know, it's not hard to keep on track for me. I don't want to be a fatass my entire life. I'm going to stick with this. It's been quite a bit easier to change my eating habits around than I ever thought it  would be. And what temptations?! I don't really have any. I know if I eat bad food or too much food or I don't get off my ass enough...nothing is going to change. So I wouldn't let that happen either. I'm just venting a little bit I guess.

I am beyond excited for tomorrow. We will be going on our camping trip!