Some days just suck.. Before I started this whole journey food would be my go to for everything. I ate when I was bored, when I was angry, when I was sad, nervous, happy etc etc etc. Smoking cigarettes was my go to for everything too.. So...I've cut out smoking and I've cut out eating insanely. I'm not really sure how to channel my anger now though. What do I do? I'm trying to figure this one out and I'm not really sure I've gotten anywhere with what to do yet.
  I decided to go through some old stuff today to try to get rid of some of it and to see what I can put out in a yard sale. It's turned into a nightmare. I planned on doing it while the boys were napping but both of them decided not to nap today (FRUSTRATING) So I got the stuff out while I was waiting on them to fall asleep...and now it's all over my bedroom. I would go put it all away right now but there's no way I'm going to get it done since the boys will just come in there and mess with everything.

  For whatever insane reason I decided to add a puppy to the mix (we have a 6 day old puppy that was neglected by the momma) Of course the poor baby has fleas and she has worms. I've done a fairly good job of getting the fleas off without any flea spray. But I can't start deworming her until she's 2 weeks old. We just got her yesterday. I was afraid she was going to die where she was staying..I stayed up for a good majority of the night worrying about her thinking she was going to stop breathing or something. Plus she wasn't wanting to eat last night but she's done amazing today. We're not sure what kind of dog she is (the previous person said the mom had the dogs under their house and the mom took off with the other puppies)

  Anyway eating differently hasn't been too bad. Some days it's a tad frustrating. Like last night for instance...my children begged me to make cookies with them (it's something we always enjoy doing) So I caved in and we bought to stuff to make cookies..Normally I would eat some of the dough and I'd taste a cookie as soon as it got done cooking..well not last night. As much as I wanted to I didn't. I have lost 21 pounds in 3 weeks and there is no friggin way I am going to ruin it by eating sweets.

1 comment:

  1. Awww good luck with the puppy and bless you for saving it! It's stressful but the baby stage doesn't last long :) Way to go with the cookies! Your progress is fantastic and you are so good to acknowledge that and not give in!